Accidentally Perfect by Robles Torrie

Author:Robles, Torrie [Robles, Torrie]
Language: eng
Format: mobi, epub
Published: 2015-04-29T16:00:00+00:00

I left home about an hour ago. Nathan was going to have Tony pick him up and take him to his place to grab some clothes and pick up his car. As much as I wanted Nathan with me to pick up Amanda from the hospital, I felt that Brad may need a break from the reality of the situation. I don’t want them to be at each other’s throat all the time. Soon it will start to affect the girls, and I don’t ever want them to feel their loyalties should be divided. They should always choose their father over Nathan. Brad loves them, but I know that if the guys continue to be at each other's throats, it’s going to put the twins in a tough spot. I know they wouldn’t want to disappoint me either.

Since everything is going as it should with Addie, they are releasing her in another day. I’m excited and nervous about it. This is going to be a big step for me and the girls; moving in with Nathan. I want the girls to feel comfortable, to feel that they are what’s most important and I have to remember that I need to make sure Brad is reassured that he is still their father; the number one man in their lives.

I try to put myself in his shoes, to think about him getting serious with another woman. How would that make me feel? If they decided to move in together would it make me feel left out of my daughters’ lives when they weren’t with me? Would I be alright if they decided to call another woman, mom? Emily was nice enough; I just wanted to make sure she was good for the girls. I wouldn’t want them to not feel wanted in Brad’s apartment because there was someone else vying for his attention. Maybe deep down I knew it wouldn’t last, so the threat wasn’t there.

Brad never had the option to get used to the idea of another man becoming another father to his girls. Brad knew from the start that Michael wasn’t a threat. He knew there was no way that I would allow a man so much younger and immature to be a permanent fixture in my life. Plus, now that I think about it, the girls weren’t that happy with him. They did tend to be needier when he was around. They fought for my attention while he was trying to spend time with us. Because of that there were many nights that I actually sent him home.

Now here’s Nathan. There's no denying the fact that I love him. I know it’s crazy, but I do. I ache for his touch. I yearn for his kiss. I know the relationship is new, and all the chemicals in my brain are all firing off at top speed. I know once the endorphins slow, the constant need to have Nathan won’t be so intense. We are still in our honeymoon phase, literally.

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